Waking up today I feel honest and true to the day. I am “looking forward” to Holy Saturday to be as I am and not feel I have to feel ok, or pull myself up to be more put together than I am. I want to “remain” here where I don’t have to pretend I know that things will get better. In these times, especially today, the uncertainty, the darkness, the trauma, all feel acceptable.
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