uncertainties

uncertainties in life are difficult to manage. as long as I was working towards getting my PhD I always knew what I had to do next and then after that and then after that. Ever since turning in my defended, revised final draft of dissertation, I am a bit at a loss what to do. […]

Holy Saturday

Waking up today I feel honest and true to the day. I am “looking forward” to Holy Saturday to be as I am and not feel I have to feel ok, or pull myself up to be more put together than I am. I want to “remain” here where I don’t have to pretend I […]